Its been thousands days I think since I post this blog...this morning I read me friend's blog, about Me Time...about sending her son to school, having bfast with his husband, etc...

Actually I should be thankful about my life, I have a great husband, super lovely son, and great parents and families... But sometimes I feel so tired, lonely, and very exhausted. Being a housewife,taking care of my son on my own is very very tiring. I've shutted down myself from my carrier for 1.5 years. After all my efforts to build them up, I have to give it up for my family...yes, for my son, Jayden. I have to admit that he is such a wonderful, adorable and very smart kid,and I really thank God for that. Its just that I'm not used to stay at home, meet no one, just play with him..sometimes I feel so lucky, but sometimes I feel so damn bored!...but I just fEel like I don't have a choice!

Now I'm ThinkinG what can I dO to erase this boringness, to be more lifely, get my life back? Using a nanny? Work @ my hubby's office? Work as an MC on weekend? Ohhh I don't think I qualified, but my hubby says I can do it! - its so good of him... :)
God, I know that U know best about me and for me...what can I do?? To get my life, to be happy, to be excited again about tomorrow, to be cheerful, healthy and beautiful again!

Well..time flies, now my son almost 7 mths, and I'm still searching what is my passion now...

God...please let me know Your Will and Your plan in Me :D

And time please be good to me..

Let me have more time to enjoy my life...

posted by anitahartono at 11:15 AM

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